Self-loathing.

It’s hard to avoid, this self-perpetuating self-loathing cycle. I couldn’t help myself. Thoughts just burst into my consciousness while I was taking my shower.

I’m so not lovable. 

Why nobody cared about me?

Why am I still alone? 

Why no one cared about me? 

I’m so alone. 

I find myself crying again.

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