I got a few days of state of calm and sanity back since last conversation I had with D. There are more clarities and I was really busy with my new semester, assignments and internship. I don’t even have the time to indulge in my crazy thoughts of D and my miserable life.
Then again, it’s the loneliness. The days that I spent alone, eating, studying. I barely talk to anyone. Without assignments, my life could be very empty; lifeless. Because I have no one to share my life with.
Then I remember how pathetic I am.