Do I want to go so dark?
Do I wanna go so dark, so deep into reflection?
Is it necessary?
It looks like unnecessary to others.
But I should do this.
Going to therapy could open up the pandora box,
Its a mystery, its a game, its a secret unknown to me and others?
How dark should I go?
The realization that physical pain isn’t sounds so bad, or feel so bad.
How much I will like to tore myself down?
It’s like an experimentation.
I guess I need to know about how is it feels like to be at the opposite of the chair, to be a client.
It will be fun. I think. I mean, I guess its like a cheat sheet, as anything my therapist that finds important or appealing will be the things that are actually things that my lecturers are looking for.
Do I have the mental abilities to do so?
I think it will be a good testament.