I was reluctant to leave after my 2 hours volunteering as barista at a cafe in my school, so I stayed back and learned some new stuffs and drank a few cups of coffee more. If I have to keep the tally, I think I have drank 5 cups today. After the shift, I felt my cognitive state slightly impaired as my concentration is bad, but I am very much alert, with a little palpitations and slightly agitated, and emotional. As usual, I went to library and found a study corner to study.
But I ended up crying as if someone died. I guess loneliness just strikes me. I have no one to go to. I miss D.