Today I went on and watched 等一個人咖啡 Cafe. Waiting. Love. with my bro, his gf and my roomie. It was an impromptu plan and yes I did cried a little. It wasn’t as good as I expecting but the movie did speaks my heart a little.
We are all waiting for someone in our lives. That one person that changes everything. That one person with the smile that can blow you away. Something that you will give up everything just for that smile on that face.
Throughout the movie, all I can think of is D. He is a bit like Ah Tuo and a bit like Si Ying. Me too, a bit like him and her. We are crazy good friends that we enjoy our time together. But my heart poured a little. I confessed once. I was rejected once. Time is not right. Another brief separation, I confessed for the second time and I went away for two months. We are still good friends after I came back. And now he is going away to London for real. Leaving me alone here.
“How can you leave me alone here!!! How can you just go away like that!!”
Just like that. Tears poured down my cheeks when she was on the motorcycle shouting like an idiot. I am that idiot. I love him so much.