I’m feeling déjà vu all over. As if things are happening all over again. I’m moving out of dorm. It’s official. And D too. And I’m feeling terrible. Just like last year. I never got through him. I never did. They are in me all these time. They never left me. Just the mere thought of things are going to end kills me from within all over again. I just want to cry. I want to hold him. I need him. I need him to tell me everything is going to be alright.