I’m so fragile. I’m so helpless. I’m so empty. I’m so lonely. 

I just go from feeling free to sheer emptiness. And I just burst into tears. No idea why. Just feeling the pure emptiness I want to cry. The loud music, pain from my new piercing , accompany of my new pet(tortoises) seems like didn’t change a bit. 

I need to function normally. I need to do my pilling up assignments.

I need to, switch off my feelings. 

Dear heart and mind, can you please give me a break? 


One thought on “Lonely.

  1. Stay strong my friend!

    Thank you for sharing…

    ” For I know the plans I have for you “, declares the Lord, ” plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.”
    Jeremiah 29:11-13 NIV

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