I want to listen to his voice. I wanted to call him so much. 19hours 52minutes more till my flight to Ghana. Embark my journey to service and experience (damn it involves 12-credits I should take this seriously). But I shouldn’t. I shouldn’t be calling him at all. Or contact him in any sense. But it’s hard to do nothing. But he wouldn’t reply my message or calls anyway. I shouldn’t waste my energy to do so. And it ends up hurting more.
But I do sincerely hope he will call me before I go on board. I miss him.